i find it kinda funny, i find it kinda sad. posted on: 2003-12-17 @ 1:03 p.m.

me and himself are over. its all ended and thats it. something so stupid triggered it off and its all happened so suddenly. our relationship is twisted to say the least. i dont know what to do. i havent been out of the house for so long. i need to go out. im meeting my mum in a minute to go shopping and hopefully i can get a new phone. i havent got the heart to start telling everyone we are over. there are other men but its not the same. i dont want a relationship ever again. im going to keep writing about it because if i don't it will churn round and round inside me and i'll go mad. whats worse is that we work together. and i know its petty, but hes already had his xmas present from me and i did spend a lot of money on it. i hate him so much but i still love him too. im trapped in a permenant nightmare.

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